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Monday, April 23, 2012, @ Monday, April 23, 2012
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| 2 sweet years and we're still going strong... |
Hey Readers,
Sorry for not updating our blog for soooooo long.Both of us have been so busy with our stuff.My baby girl she's busy with her FYP(Final Year Project) while i'm busy serving my time in army.And i'm now left with only 4 MORE MONTHS to serve the army now....So i've decided to 'start active again' in this blog..hehe!
Sorry for not updating our blog for soooooo long.Both of us have been so busy with our stuff.My baby girl she's busy with her FYP(Final Year Project) while i'm busy serving my time in army.And i'm now left with only 4 MORE MONTHS to serve the army now....So i've decided to 'start active again' in this blog..hehe!
Well,let me update you guys about us.Alhamdulillah,Faz and i have reach our 2 years together.She have always been there for me and always giving me lots of encouragement and support in whatever i do.She really cares alot towards my parents,especially my mum.She even brought me medicine while i'm having a cough.She's totally sweet...=)Seriously i can never find a better girl than her.Fazliana will always and forever be my one and only sweetie pie in my life.I always keep praying that Allah S.W.T will bless our relationship and give us strength to go through ANY obstacles in our relationship.
Well now i'm going to talk about my baby's future...
Fazliana called me just now and told me her plans for her future.She told me she wants to take up part-time diploma.I'm not going to say what diploma she wants to take up BUT she really into it.I know that her current diploma,Health Management and Promotion,isnt her cup of tea.I've tried telling to give this diploma a chance,maybe she'll start to love it but yet some things in life you just can never force.I truly understand how she feel.I mean just like how my family wants me to sign on with police after i finish my poly.But again,people can never force me to join something that i have NO interest in.I can NEVER se myself in uniform group even if they offer me a huge some of salary.So i truly understand my girlfriend's situation.All i can say to you now baby,follow your heart.If you think that your future is in this diploma that you wants to take up.I'll always be there to give you 110% of support and encouragement.People can never show you the way of your future.Only you have to create your own path towards your future.I believe that you'll do very very well in this diploma that you planning to take.Why?Coz thats is your passion,your life.While you are trying to create your future path,remember i'm always standing by your side,holding your hand,follow you through it together..While you are planning to take up another diploma,i myself will be taking my own diploma in Republic Poly next year.hehe....Let's help each other in getting to our future and dreams.When we get what we want for our future,then we'll sit down together and discuss about OUR future together;)..I don't ONLY wanna be your boyfriend you know...i want to be your husband too;P....Insyallah..
Fazliana called me just now and told me her plans for her future.She told me she wants to take up part-time diploma.I'm not going to say what diploma she wants to take up BUT she really into it.I know that her current diploma,Health Management and Promotion,isnt her cup of tea.I've tried telling to give this diploma a chance,maybe she'll start to love it but yet some things in life you just can never force.I truly understand how she feel.I mean just like how my family wants me to sign on with police after i finish my poly.But again,people can never force me to join something that i have NO interest in.I can NEVER se myself in uniform group even if they offer me a huge some of salary.So i truly understand my girlfriend's situation.All i can say to you now baby,follow your heart.If you think that your future is in this diploma that you wants to take up.I'll always be there to give you 110% of support and encouragement.People can never show you the way of your future.Only you have to create your own path towards your future.I believe that you'll do very very well in this diploma that you planning to take.Why?Coz thats is your passion,your life.While you are trying to create your future path,remember i'm always standing by your side,holding your hand,follow you through it together..While you are planning to take up another diploma,i myself will be taking my own diploma in Republic Poly next year.hehe....Let's help each other in getting to our future and dreams.When we get what we want for our future,then we'll sit down together and discuss about OUR future together;)..I don't ONLY wanna be your boyfriend you know...i want to be your husband too;P....Insyallah..
Well guys,that is all from me now...Insyallah i'll try update more and more post in Razlifiana blog.Till then let me share with your an inspirational qoute for you guys to reflect and think about..
Chaoz!
Chaoz!
"Happiness is like a butterfly.
The more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
But if you turn your attention to other things,
It comes and sits softly on your shoulder..."
PS:I just wanna say to my sweetie pie that i truly love you a lot and i'll always stand by you and support you EVERY SINGLE DAY...I Promise...Mwahx!
The more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
But if you turn your attention to other things,
It comes and sits softly on your shoulder..."
PS:I just wanna say to my sweetie pie that i truly love you a lot and i'll always stand by you and support you EVERY SINGLE DAY...I Promise...Mwahx!
♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Monday, April 23, 2012
@ Monday, April 23, 2012
Friday, June 24, 2011, @ Friday, June 24, 2011
A letter to Yishun Girl from Nee Soon Camp
Hey baby,
I've been missing you so badly and hope to meet you soon.I'm typing this iut an hour before my duty,in Nee Soon Camp.Where are you sayang?I've try calling you since 10am but till now you didnt pick up my calls...i decided to make myself suffer,not eating anything since morning and till now.and it really give me some kinda gastric now...i feel so weak baby...i just need you now.Where are you?=(Baby,i just too afraid of losing you.I wanna have my future around you..and im willing to die for you..You never know how much i truly love you baby...i need you now.I've been crying this few days..all i need now is you...baby,we are goin 15 months together soon,please dont leave me...i suffer alot without you...Please call me soon sayang...
Truly,i love you.But im confused with the action you take=(..why sudden calling him back to this love story?Giving me an obsticle to overcome?Guess what,i will overcome it...i'll put my life into it now,my life isnt important now,when you are not by my side='(
PS:I LOVE YOU....
♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Friday, June 24, 2011
@ Friday, June 24, 2011
Sunday, May 1, 2011, @ Sunday, May 01, 2011
We are going 13!=)
We are going into our 13th months in our relationship.I'm truly feel happy to be with my girlfriend,Fazliana.To tell you the truth guys,she have been patience towards my attitude,towards me.I'm a type of guy who easily jealous,and sometime have negative thots.I know i'm suck.Im sorry,i do have my weakness.I'm just afraid of losing her.She always be there for me,never fail to put smile on my face,never easily give up on me.I am ready to say this,She is my hero,the one that i look up to,and respect.She have taught me alot of thing for this 13 months together.She is a good daughter to the family,good grand-daughter,good friend,good student and most importantly,good girlfriend.Truly love her alot.I believe she'll be a great fiance,wife and mother of our future children.You are my wonder woman in my heart.As time goes by,my love for her becoming so strong.I'm looking forward for future with her.How should take care of her grandmother,how she cares for my parents and me really touch my heart,moves me.Getting to see this soft side of her really makes me treasure her every single day,every single hour,every single minutes and seconds.She is a gem,nothing or no one can replace her in my life.I need her alot more than she need me.Please forgive me for my wrong deed syg.I love you so much.4 years is all i need,i sincerely ready to make you my fiancee,yang sah.I love you baby.
♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Sunday, May 01, 2011
@ Sunday, May 01, 2011
Monday, April 4, 2011, @ Monday, April 04, 2011
It takes two hand to clap...
One year have gone by.Honestly i can i say am happy and thankful to Allah S.W.T for having the most sweetest and understanding girlfriend.She really a strong girl who never give up in this relationship at all,after lots of obsticles we been through.Just like those obsticles that my girlfren shared with you guys in the previous blog post.
Those obsticles we faced have really test the pillar of strength in our relationship..And honestly our mentality and endurance,patience and trust we have towards each other really tested.Not forgetting "The Hunt of the past",heh...,her ex and mine tried to ruin our relationship without any reasons.It was really heartbreak for us to face this kinda of problems.However the good point of Razlifiana is that we aren't easily give up in this relationship,we solve our problems together as one.It takes 2 hands to clap.Meaning that both side need to settle every mess together,not leaving one to cleanup the mess alone.i believe "My probz is yours,your probz are mine."
Lets put all those past behind us,look forward now.Im your present and your future baby...lets talk about my girlfriend Fazliana..heh!let me sum up 10 perfect and superb reasons why she is the best girlfriend ever!Till she won "World's Best Lover" medal;)*Be jealous guys,my gf is the best taW!*
Top 10 reasons why she's special in my heart...<3
10)She makes the best scramble egg ever!healthy lak tu=)
9)Never fail to put smile and crazy laughter on my face.
8)She really build up my confidence,encouraging me 24/7!
7)Although how sad or moody she is,she still have smile on her face.
6)Really understand me,my attitude and behaviour very very well.
5)Cares alot about my family,especially my parents.I love her alot.
4)Whatever problem we both faced,she never easily giving up to our problems,never give up in this relationship at all.
3)The love she give to me,the tears she shed for move really moves me
2)Her great family,her mum,dad,ajul,along and nenek all are great to me
1)Number 1reason she is the best,she is PERFECT.I mean perfect in every way.She's the one who complete the jigsaw in my life,she taught me alot of things in life and really open my eyes to see everything that i miss out.She's my girlfriend,my fiancee,my wife,my friend..simply EVERYTHING.
I need you in my life baby,i need you now.Im sorry if i've been harsh few times,its just that it fears me to lose a good girl like you,i cant afford that at all.Please dont leave me,please.We are a year together,we've been through alot together baby.Im down on bended knees,please dont leave me bi='(....We are getting stronger every single day,and problems and obsticles like this make us more mature thinking and prepare us for anything tt come our way...I love you sayang...
My baby,if i can simply describe you in ONE word,i would say PERFECT.Coz baby,in my big eyes,you're really perfect in every single way,and i'll treasure it every moment with you,a gift that Allah S.W.T have given to me to take care of you.You're my life,my responsibility.I love you,Fazliana.I truly do.
♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Monday, April 04, 2011
@ Monday, April 04, 2011
Sunday, April 3, 2011, @ Sunday, April 03, 2011
Our One Year Anniversary...
To my Man, Razif
Hey... lOok at our blog url baby... Now as I write its 4th April... For the last two days it 020411... We're alreadii One year baby ! When you ask me to be yours... before that I have my heart for another guy. Then you never gave up in convincing me that you could lead me and take care of me...
When I first have a lil bit of feelings for you... You ask me on the right time to be yours... haha... I remembered i told u my terms and conditions... hehehe ok to kept secret ! The way you convince me...the way you treated me... I never felt this way before... No guy have ever treated me this way... And there you are Allah SWT open up the gateway to our relationship. You were very sweet. The sweetest !
And we have gone through a lot a lot a lot of obstacles together...that I think other couples would have broke up by then. But we're different we still hold on to the boat and never let any of us drown because we stand up and give the support for one another.
Let us flashback... Shall we?..About our obstacles...
1. You freaked out when our friend "Fir" tells he likes me...And you were very insecure... I had to convince you a lot that you're the only one for me.
2. I'm stressed out about school and I have anger management problems and you had to hold on and I see you really are having patience on me.
3. Our friend "Alif"... I did the wrong thing baby... and I wanna apologise for this... Only you were the one who fight and stood up for me and I felt protected by my Man. It's kinda hot actually. (=
4. Your friend (Hazizah)... She tried to frame you and ruin our relationship by showing me you're the bad guy and that "you cheated behind my back"... But my sincerity and trust in you... I never did believe her, I believed you. Nobody could just step into my life and say stuff...and I believed her...no such thing.
4. Misunderstanding... (DotDotDot)
To some people this seemed so little... (I may have forgotten some)... But Razif dear... If I ever had to be separated away from you... I swear I can never find any guy that treats me and cares for me the way you do my dear. You're just everything I dreamt of in my checklist. (=
You bought me a cute bear !!! With fragrance and the bear wearing our name on the dog tag which is a necklace aka keychain. Hehehe... I knew it ! hahah ! But sayang... It's not about the presents or money etc that made my day... It's the time we spent together beside each other on that special day. I tell you, if we only bring our ez-link cards... I swear we still will have that excitement in seeing one another. I love you soo much baby !... I have a lot to say about our love... But no words, phrases, sentences, paragraph, essay etc could describe us... <3
You're my Teenage Dream . (=
Your sayang...
Fazliana.
♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Sunday, April 03, 2011
@ Sunday, April 03, 2011
Monday, February 7, 2011, @ Monday, February 07, 2011
My sayang... Razif.
Can I tell you, readers something ?
I read from this book...
"And this is exactly how you all expect us men to love you in return. Ask any woman what kind of love she wants from a man, and it will sound something like this: I want him to be humble and smart, fun and romantic, sensitive and gentle, and, above all, supportive. I want him to look in my eyes and tell me I'm beautiful and that I complete him. I want a man who is vulnerable enough to cry when he's hurting, who will introduce me to his mother with a smile on his face, who loves children and animals, who is willing to change diapers and wash dishes and do it without me having to ask...that expecting that kind of love - that perfection - from a man is unrealisitc."
Steve Harvey. (2009). Our Love Isn't Like Your Love. In: Janet M. Evans Act Like a Lady, Think Like a Man. New York: HarperCollins. p20.
This sentences I took from this chapter of this book where he said is unrealistic or impossible for a man to love me this way. But I am here to say it could happen to a one in a million man...Razif. Baby... You're one in a million. You're my everything. My friend, bestfriend, boyfriend, girlfriend, father, mother, grandfather... ahh you guys get it right?
I really love him so much. He was and are always there for me especially, when I needed someone. Before I met him, I was always devastated standing alone and trying to stay strong. But when I am with him, he give all his best for me... I can never leave him...
AND I JUST WANNA SAY SORRY TO MY SAYANG... I am sorry I gave too much of problems until you're hurt. I promise you... I give my word that I would never ruin our relationship ever again. I always appreciate this relationship and will keep being strong with you. All human beings face several mistakes but it takes a wise person to correct it and not repeat it again... I want to make you happy. I want to do everything for you to make your feel secure.
Baby... No matter what you'll get on the Bridal Bed with me... I love you.... (:
♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Monday, February 07, 2011
@ Monday, February 07, 2011
Saturday, February 5, 2011, @ Saturday, February 05, 2011
Its my life,my Confession
Love is the most beautiful thing that could happen in a person's life.Thats where a relationship start to develop between Adam(Man) & Eve(Woman).But relationship isnt only about love.Trust,understanding and honesty plays a big role in a relationship.But sometimes relationship can go through some ups and down,just like those boats in big tide waves.However its how you control the boat in those situation,thats important.If you dont,the boat will tumble over and everyone in the boat will be drown and die.Same goes for relationship,we all will face problems but its how we handle it.Thats the situation me and my girlfriend faced.But alhamdulillah for 10 months we are together,those obsticles we face we handle it like other good couples do..Im happy we are doing well together.
¤10 Months and counting...¤
10 months together,we have face different kinda of problems but everytime we face those probs,we overcome it.But nowadays,both of us kinda busy with our own life.She's busy with her school works,friends..and for me,NS really cramping my style.Just like todae,im booking in to camp but i cant get to my girlfriend.Kinda feeling sad,but what can i do?Add on to the wound,her friends kinda find me abit annoying coz i keep calling my own girlfriend.I mean i cant call her,i dont know how..haish.But im cool with it,im gonna take those werds like a man and suck it up.heh!But my girlfriend is my life,she's my life,she is in my blood.She is in my soul.I need her.Fazliana BMY.The one i love.
Just like Bruno Mars song,
"I catch a grenade for you.Throw my hand on the blade for you.i'll jump infront of the train for you.You know i do everything for you.I would go through all this pain.Take the bullet straight to my head.And definitely,yes i would die for you.",I will to do anything for my baby girl.Sacrifice everything for her.I'll protect her,with my life.She really most precious in my life,no one can EVER imagine.My love for her really "bagai menatang minyak yang penuh";)heh..
To Fazliana,
I assure you baby,i will take good care of you.I will die for you,and i will die without you by my side.I assure abg gonna bring you lots of happiness.I will do anything to bring our future together bright..Be a good boyfriend,a great fiancee,the best husband and the super father to our children.heh.We will didik anak2 kita,to grow up to be as smart as you.Grow up to be as sweet and understanding as you,baby.I love you.I selalu berdoa the best for our relationship,and when we got married,i doakan tt we gonna build a happy family.=)Im seeing my future with you,only you baby..
Im going finish my army life(ORD),next year,2012.And hopefully abang dpt continue my studies in poly,hopefully in RP just like ayang.Abg hope you can really support abang,k?:)Im aiming that 4 years,before abang step into a new world with ayang..but first must win papa's heart dulu la..heh.But believe me,abg will win papa's heart..Btw,OMG papa's ayam kurma SUPERB!:)hehe..well love you syg..This is what i wanna say to ayg...coz this is my feelings towards ayg,My Confession.
♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Saturday, February 05, 2011
@ Saturday, February 05, 2011